positive affirmation

a (drunken) message from one friend to another.



this was after i was blasting fools with a super soaker.

fifth

life has always been interesting, but particularly at this moment in time, there is a complete alteration of my norm. at any rate, i am sittng in an SUV in Richmond, VA waiting for some shitty bands to finish playing while i drink a PBR and wait for my shitty band to start playing. i guess that is the life of being of being 'on tour.'

this is for, and inspired by Amanda. i hope she doesn't mind that i use this.

inspiration.


reaction.
hearts in motion


yeah.

musing

i have reverted back to the same midset i was in a month ago, and that upsets me. i saw No Country For Old Men last night. it really spoke to my emotions, among other things. watching the movie put my mind into a place that i did not want to go, but it was so well done that i appreciated it so much more. just the fact that there was no music had an impact on me. the noise of the movie really heightened my senses. and the cinematography emphasized the characters emotions so much more. my mind was blank after the movie.

forth

the world is a strange place to be living in at this very moment. there are many emotions being thrown around and the air is unpleasant.





hmmm




so far away, physically and mentally.

third

i feel lost in my own imagination. coherent thoughts are misleading, and inspiration is unclear. ideas are piling up with no where to go. i am at a loss for words.



i need videos to score.

second

trying to be profound is overrated. i spend so much time worrying about choosing the right words that i end up falling short of what should be represented.

i don't like disclaimers.



i will say that i am not an artist, i am merely a musician.

first

reality is relative.
reality is your state of mind, which can be altered.

accepting your given reality is the process that i am coming to terms with at the moment, as well as the slight alteration. reality can be used to ones advantage. it is completely personal.





this a new 'frontier' for me. personally, i hate the word blog, but that doesn't really matter. this is my creative outlet, for myself.